Hey yo! I'm a really boring and not creative person with titles, so I'm just gonna leave the title as today's date lol.
Sigh. Another day nearer to the promotional examinations. And yet another day closer to the day I will never get to meet her again. Sigh.
I still have a lot of stuff to do today as usual, lotsa stuff due here and there, but I decided to take some time to come here anyway. Haha. Well, it IS a journal after all. Hmmm.
There's nothing really much to say today. Except the fact that I saw her again today. It was a few milliseconds. I pray that she didn't see me avert my eyes from her or pretend that I didn't see her. It was just so damn freaking awkward. And yeah, I'm gonna sound like a love-sick fool, cuz that's what I am. Now that I'm crazy for this girl that I can never get anyway. Haha. It was thanks to her that I became a tiny tiny bit more vocal-ish? Idk really. But yeah, I feel much more light-hearted than I used to in the past where I was all doom and gloom. However, nowadays, I still manage to find a little smile in myself and on my face in the middle of practically nowhere. Haha, yeah I probably look kinda silly smiling to myself in public, but who cares? I'm happy with my memories that made me who I am today. Okay, maybe except the going to a Junior College part, but I really do enjoy being in CJ, and I'm proud to be a CJCian. I still wish that I had gone to SP instead though. Figures. Anyway, in order to stay in this awesome school that I actually feel passionate about, I've gotta make sure that I can promote to Year 2. Otherwise, it'd be damn embarrassing to have to revisit or even drop out to Polytechnic. But maybe then, I can finally do something that I love doing. Haha. I don't know. Just ranting away lols.
Oh look, I ended up typing quite a bit, haven't I? Haha. Thoughts are amazing things, really. I have to do my Project Work Written Report right now and complete a few assignments before I start studying for my math test tomorrow. Sigh. Life is such a busy thing. But then again, my real name means "Life". So I guess I just gotta go with the flow, huh. (:
Ta-ta for now, peeps!
<3, Zweiister
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